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SEEDS

Lo and behold my life’s a wreck again, the sun comes up, idk what I was thinking. 

The clouds come out they help me hide in my own skin. 

Rain starts to fall wish it could wash away the sting. 

There’s all this pain I’ve put off and I’d like to say that I am ready to face it, but that’s wishful thinking. 

Therapy, prescriptions, I’ve tried to shake this but it’s me I am hating, my life I am wasting. 

These things always seem so complicated, they always had me so damn frustrated. Now they don’t anymore. 

There’s always things that seem so lost, people, places that we cannot touch but now it don’t matter anymore. 

Another day rolls by, and I wake up Feeling my life, myself and all that I love. Still there’s a weight I’m trying to be rid of. Dark thoughts always tell me I’ll never be enough. 

So fed up now I’m gonna try cause I want to face this, all these tears I can’t take all the pain. 

This time I’m not gonna lie I’m so tired of fighting can I finally live a life without my shame? 

We seem so keen still trying to hold on, I think it’s time we let it all go. Don’t be deceived these seeds that you’ve sown, it takes some time to let them all grow. 

We seem so keen still trying to hold on, I think it’s time we let it all go. Don’t be deceived these seeds that you’ve sown, it takes some time to let them all grow. 

You see, all my life I’ve tried to find this way, just a wasting up my time. All you trying to help me find this way, you’re just a wasting up my time.